I Am Told I Am

 

My love is hollow and I am blind -

the more I wander the less I find.

 

So should I wander less to find

more?  More hollow?  No.

 

If my love is hollow I should

wander inside, if I am blind

I should find the walls to feel

and know from touch that

there is a kind of love within

that is thick like atmos-inner-sphere

not interstellar empty fear

vacuum into interrupt.

 

Maybe my love is hollow and I am blind

because the more I wonder the less I find.

 

So should I wonder less

to find more?  No.

 

I mustn’t make my mind hollow

to find love when I am blind

because I am told I am kind

although my mind says lies

when the thick inner-sphere

is here within, thrumming, and

at times I find it running hands

along blind inner atmos-fears.